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Kiss or Miss~Heather O'Hara To Matt.
as the oceans tide sweeps back again to the begining so do i growing stronger everytime, one day the tide will stop and so will i you lure me in with your hypnotic eyes soothing and calm just like our favorite song with every blow from the wind you knock me down just to get back up again the sands of time never stop until it turns to quicksand evern before i blink your gone
* one day you'll turn around and you wont see me but who was to say you even saw me at all the real me the true me i thought you'd change but i guess i was wrong i never knew you at all*
when the moon was full and the stars shown thru the clouds that hung over my head i hoped you were looking at that exact moment i was and you were thinking of me but just think of what you did to me while your kissing her and missing me but could i really ask you to be waiting for me was that something i could ask of you? thats something you wouldnt do
*Chorus*
One day you'll turn around broken down and crying juts think of what you did to me did to me think of what you did to me while your kidding her and missing me kissing her and missing me the real me
*Special*~Leah O
The haze you make blocks my sight. Maybe it's your hazel eyes. But i guess you never really wanted me to see you for what you are.
*But now that I do
But now that I do
What makes you think that you were special? Special enough to hide. The truth comes out... always comes out wrong. How did you expect me to plan for something that was never supposed to happen? Supposed to happen to me. Too many secrets, no mystery.
The moves you make the words you choose, is it all just the act? What's next? You fooled me , you fooled me so well. you almost believed it yourself. Was that why it was so easy for you? For you to lie. I never thought you could lie.
*Chorus*
Well the lies are over now. no more smooth talk. i wont fall for that again. The rules have changed, changed my way. you have been searched from top to bottom and nothing was found. Does it scare you? Scare you to know that people know you now. Know you for what you are. I wasnt sure I ever would.
*Chorus*
What makes you think that you are special? ...Special to me.
*Faded Memories*~Heather O
You say we'll be friends forever but how can you really tell. When all I can really do is fall under your spell. Hidden beneath the sheets, I know the truth you'll go away, drive away leaving me with sleet. You call from time to time making sure I still think about you. But Im slowly forgeting your face. They say memories last forever, but yours are fading away. All I ever wanted was to fall in love, but love didnt fall for me. I can only run away. Far, where no-one can see my mascara streaks. My eyes are red and dry. There's no more tears to cry. Your calls stopped about three weeks ago. I sit by the phone wondering alone. if your the one Im really thinking about. Or you still know I was left behind. You say well be friends forever but how can you really tell. Im intoxicated and jaded is what you'll say. Your touch is the last thing I ever wanted. but i guess I'll settle on the faded pictures of us, the last moment when you drove away.
The Last Dance~ Heather O'Hara ( not to be used )
I wander these empty halls remebering where my life was played out. For years my life revolved around you. Your every move was soemthing special. I loved every minute with you to say that we had something, something. It was the high school event of the year. we decided to go as friends I never thought you would never want to go. But i guess things were deeper than i imagined. I remember sitting there waiting for you to pick me up. As i picked up the phone a moment i never want to remember. As i dropped to the ground crying because i realied i never said i love you. You were gone in an instant. ao alone and frail. I ever got the chance to tell you how your eyes looked or how your smile sparkles. and in that second of my life chaos took over my life i was confused, ambushed with questions. How can i go on knowing you were the one i wanted. And i couldnt even understand what you were thinking. Then you were gone, liek dust inthe wind. My love hanging by a rope in a moment that i would never forget.
"Living Safe" ~ Heather O TO MATT!
As I sit here, sit here and wonder what would have happened if you didn't walk into my life, but then I turn around to see you near. It seems everyone meets for a reason, reasons to change the world. Together as one. I wish we could have layed there forever. Praying that this would never ened. Sleeping in someone elses bed. I feel your heart beat next to me as you breath slowley onto me. I wanted to whisper in your ear, "You mean everything to me." but found my self lost in your eyes. Even with out the pills to swallow you give me ectasy as I gaze into your eyes. I know you could never bring me to cry
*Because everything you seem to do feels so right. Hoping that your intentions are as real as mine. If there's anything worht loving in this world, worth living for, I think its safe to say, Ive never wanted you more*
Now days have gone by and Im still tasting your kiss on my lips. Just like I always knew you could, you did it again. You make me uncontrollably happy. Just as I knew you would you mean everything to me.
*because everything you seem to do feels so right. Hoping that your intentions are as real as mine. If there's anything worth loving in this world, worth living for, I think its safe to say Ive never wanted you more.*
If there's anything worth loving in this world, worth living for, I think its safe to say Ive never wanted you more. I think its finally safe to say Ive never wanted you more.
Short and not so Sweet ~Leah O.
were happy now just you and me
were happy now just us three
I guess you thought it was only us today
but my consience keeps getting in the way
This isn't right
you should be with another girl tonight
i wish that you could stay
but it wouldn't be fair to keep you away
I wish this day would never end
time would stop or maybe just bend
I can't keep draging this on
This will always be our song
Air Museam and the Aftermath~ Caitlin Daley
Tonight here I am, broken and confused
Wounded from the price of living
Tonight here you are, charming and waiting
Soothing my sores with your kind words
Tonight here you are, hoping for the best
Flirty and smooth, taking a risk
Tonight here I am, knowing I feel like
Destroying something beautiful
Tonight here I am, apologetic
Regretting what I've done to you
Tonight here you are, cold to my sorrow
Having learned your lesson last night
Tonight you catch on to the games I play
Tonight I beg your forgiveness
Tonight you're through with childish behavior
Tonight I realize, so am I.
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Open doors and mind reading~Heather O'Hara ~To my Zac!
the sweet sound of your voice triggers emotions ive never felt before. i hope you feel the way that i do. i wish you could see the way i feel for you. truly caring the way no one else knows and you're sitting there all bored and worn waiting for someone to save you well this time im not letting go this time ill make the best ill make the pain go away ill make you smile until it hurts your cares and worries will surely fade away ill make you happy with everything i say i only talk of truth and for this im truly thankful to know you truly thankful to care for you the way i do so tell me what you saw tell me what you thought when i first walked thru the door the first moment when i noticed you looking at me so tell me how you feel becuase i havent gotten that good at reading minds lately show me where i stand tell me where i belong tell me where we we'll be
*Closet Case* ~ Leah C
After comming out of that dark shadow you've been hiding in you feel maybe its not as bad as it could've been and i never thought that id get this far i never thought that id raise the bar. But i know tomorrow i'll be in the same bad mood. This state of mind is killing me it leaves me feeling so empty it seems no one can help and i'll never be the same. I'll start to feel better and its such a fucking shame because my life is slipping away. It's hard when not a day goes by that i dont feel i want to die and i don't really want to be someone else its crazy now life slaps you in the face there's such a burst of happiness but thats all replaced and some times i just feel i want to cry but this medicine they put me on makes me hold it all inside sometimes being emotionless is worse then being sad. i cant have any fun but i cant make myself mad. this state of mind is killing me it leaves me feeling so empty it seems no one can help me and i'll never be the same. i'll start to feel better and it's such a fucking shame because my life is slipping away.
Faded Memories Pt. 2 ~ Heather O'Hara
You didnt hear me that moment when you drove away. I turned around and said 'I'll love you forever.' but you couldnt hear me or see me. Just like deja vu i felt alone. But suddenly it becomes clear. This whole time while i was waiting for your call as i ran down the hall. I found out that the memories were always there. In my jaded state i stand by your gate. knowing you'll always show when i need you the most. You said we'll be friends forever and you could really tell. as they said If you love soemthing let it go and if it comes back then it was yours. You keep coming back to me so I know that we truly had something why waste dreams that i know are my reality why should i make this my fatality. And suddenly this becomes clear knowing youll always be there. You said we'll always be friends forever. and you could really tell. so now i see you seeing me responding to 'I'll love you forever' but now 'I'll always be with you forever.'
Sober Drunk~Heather O'Hara
You've got me on a natural high something i have no control enough. Like I could never get sober. Your taste, your touch im addicted to the punch. My life I thought was complete until i found you. My other half hidden behind the red door. My life was such a bore, after all that has happened to me you are all I ever wanted to see. To fall in love with you would be heaven. If only you could see what loving me is. I'll wait forever so you can finally pull the lever and take a plunge in to a moment where I know we could show everyone that we could make it. Rise above and take the chance.
"Learning from the master"~Heather O'Hara
As i scream at you at the top of my lungs you make me feel like ive been hung swinging by a thread I stand back and watch you laugh and stare as you are able to see right thru me. I hate the fact that you could never understand who i am or what i do. how can we be related when you say everything i do is FUCKED UP. I guess i learned from the best. i guess i learned from you. everthing you ever where I am. cant you see you in me never understood never understand who i am or what i'll be. show me justice or show me the door how can i vote on something so one sided. liberty fell when you cracked the bell but i guess i wont be here long enough to know, know that if your not part of the solution you'll never make me into who i want to be. but i guess i learned fromt he best i guess i learned from you everything you ever were i am cant you see you in me never understood never understand everything you were i am cant you see you in me never understood never understand never never understood never never understand
Beautiful Place ~Leah C.
She's broken porcelain torn and jagged falling out of his hands
hitting the floor in a face paced motion never to understand
why does he throw her down
why does he hurt her so
how does he stand to see the pain
and the tears on her face that once glowed
What a beautiful place to die she thinks as she lays down by the grave
the little box of memories which are now all enslaved
"pain has no effect on me come now give me more
I'll put this blade here and lacerate the answer i've been looking for"
all the problems flow out of her life with the blood that drips to the floor
they can't be rid that easy though she's only left wanting more
why does he use her then throw he down
why does he hurt her so
how does he stand to see the pain
and the tears on her face that onced glowed
what a beautiful place to die she thinks as she lays down by the grave
the little box of memories which are now all enslaved
a chemical high is what she craves, an artificial rise
white powder, pink pills, amphetamines, she needs them befor her eyes
the doors are colsing in on her in an unfarmiliar world
and the story still infests her mind
the boy who loved the girl
"pray for me, pray for these scars, pray that i'll be ok"
even though she knows deep down she won't make it anyway
why does he use her then throw her down
why does her hurt her so
how does he stand to see the pain
and the tears on her face that onced glowed
What a beautiful place to die she thinks
as she lays down by the grave
the little box of memeories
which are now all enslaved
these powers soon take hold of her she can no longer make it to bed
as the world colses in on her the baths turning scarlet red
What a beautiful place to die she thinks
As her head tips under the tide
ana all the memories fade away
of her short but fast life ride
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